I went to church the other day, the church I was introduced to by my ex yuja chingoo. It's Korean-American, 85% Korean based. The pastor is a ex-con and former drug dealer. He's also something of an idiot, I could tell him my name a hundred times and he'll forget. He even stated once that he has something against whites before in one of his sermons.

There's lots of hot babes there, why the hell do you think I go all the way Downtown for on a Sunday morning? Hahah. After the service, there's also free coffee and bagels in the gym...so called 'fellowship' where the girls talk to the girls and the guys talk to the guys. Most of the dudes are sorta on the squeaky clean-cut dorky side, and I think they're just praying to score with one of these visually pleasing vixens. I feel conflicted, spiritually lazy too. I'm not gonna lie, I'm a bad man. I've always been bad, that's prob the only thing I'm good at. I can't be bad at being bad. People often think I'm this nice guy, not all just some. But most think I'm a bad boy too. Most la femme fatales perceive me as being a troublemaker, a seducer, a ladies man and generally up to no good. Usually they're correct on the surface level. Deep down, while I supress it I'm a starving intellect, a poet, a writer, a designer, and a sensualist. I don't let on about these deeper aspects of my soul. Not that I'm a private or secretive person, it's just that they don't get that. Most people dumb you down, so it wouldn't really dawn on them about the depths of my being. It'd just fly right over their heads. I don't mind, I rather love being a obnoxious sleazy swindler! :) I am the James Bond of all asians after all.